I just haven’t been myself at all. I thought I was finally in a good and happy place, but I was wrong. It is starting to take a turn, a turn to the worse. I’m partying and turning back to my old ways. I’m becoming the person who I used to hate. I wish this Gabby would go away and stay away. Nothing helps to numb the pain but the wrong things. Hopefully this sad and hurting Gabby gets better soon. May she get better and let the happy and healthy Gabby rise again.

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i wish my followers would come on anon and just talk to me, tell me how they are feeling, their biggest secrets, about their day or life. i’m actually interested in things like this.